Sunday, January 22, 2012 | 4:55 PM | 0 comments
I never thought I'd do this but I shalljust for those few people who remembered me
and made this more bearable
just for that few moments when I still feel that maybe this isn't too bad
to Ahmad, Aaron, Aarthi, Amber, Christine, Huiying, Willy and John (not that anyone will read this anyway)
esp. Huiying and Willy (Samantha and Lenny) who made extra effort to 'open me up' to them
like Huiying said "now my biggest challenge is to make Selina excited" (no extra meaning intended)
I have to admit my bias and my paying extra effort in checking sets and props for these few people
I'm human
But I'm glad that it's over
Now I can concentrate on my work and not have my mind half hanging on things undone
this is for those moments that someone has the "where's Selina" thought appearing in their heads
I know it
I can read the body language
though I AM a lil' pissed by a review that says that this play requires no BLACK MAN (crew) and the cast is the black man
HELLO~
they shift the props around on stage but after that we do the Chaos management
now I know how the backstage people feel
it's alright to have no applause
but it sucks to be treated as transparent
no
non-existent
I've led 4 years of uni life like this
hate that I still have to go thru this for production
and I'm also probably the most 'un-remembered' crew member
which is why those few people I've mentioned are especially important
